I am and have always been a goal-oriented person.
While working on my grad school application, I can see my imagined future unravelling in front of me- where I’ll live, what job I’ll get, the people I’ll meet….
After this past Tuesday and the Victoria’s Secret Fashion Show, while working out, I keep thinking to myself ‘Miranda Kerr’….because I want to
marry her look like her
I just started working at a very nice restaurant and while serving, I keep thinking
how much I hate it that, how much I’m wasting my college education what kind of tips I’ll make
You know, tip actually means ‘to insure promptness’ and was basically the carrot a customer would dangle in their server’s nose to make sure they weren’t served a cold meal….of carrots. Yuck. An ultimate goal is, for me, the same kind of pressure, motivation, and reminder of exactly what it is that I am working for.
This is why I love doodling. I don’t care if they are terrible, or if I mess up the image I had in my head. Sometimes I sit down and draw without any idea what will come out. I think it’s pretty important to have that freedom somewhere in life.